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I miss my mouth with the chocolate I was just starting to eat.

WHAT DID AJ JUST SAY?

Rose scented.

A rose scented Nick.

OK, any other day that would be a fucking turn on, but right now, I think not. I really don't think I can live with this any more. The guys knowing, although Kev is still very much in denial, and commenting, when no one else is supposed to know shit. And am I making any sense?

Oh, who cares. The important thing right now is, HOW DO WE GET OUT OF THIS ONE?

"Brian spilled something on me"

I look at Nick.

CARTER!

Why did he have to go and say that now. Don't he get the totally double meaning thing here.

Well, judging by the very huge grin on his face, he does, and he doesn't care. He needs to be punished. I'm thinking bondadge, hot stuff and a naked me, and somehow this doesn't sound like punishement. And hell, now I've got a hard on, and I can't do shit about it. AND IT'S ALL HIS FAULT.

"Spilled something?" AJ looks from me to Nick, shaking his head. "Might wanna watch it from now on guys, one day, someone's gonna see"

"See what? That Brian keeps spilling stuff at Nick, which he probably only did because Nick was acting stupid again, and he just though it would be so funny. I mean, come on, Nick can be very annoying, and I can totally understand why Brain would want to spill stuff on him" Kevin says, walking back into the room.

I try to supress my laughter, and Nick gave up a long time ago. AJ is just sitting there, staring at Kevin. Wonder if he knows how close to the truthg he was. I mean, Nick was annoying the hell out of me in there. I think the only thing he got wrong was spill on, cause I seem to remember spilling IN Nick. And is spill even the right word to use right now? I'm rambling again. To myself. Gotta stop. OK, stopping now. FUCK. I'm insane. It's official. Why did I start this?

"LITTRELL"

I snap out of my inner rambling quickly and turn towards Nick and AJ.

"Yeah?"

"Geez Brian. You've been hanging with me way too much. Oh well, damage already done, so you wanna go in the back and do me some more?"

"WHAT?"

I think I fell down, cause Nick and AJ is suddenly helping me up, AJ looking very uncomfortable, and for the first time I notice the three of us are the only ones on the buss. Where'd everybody else go?

"The rest of the fellas went out, won't be back for hours. AJ here ain't feeling too well, so he's staying. And he knows about the two of us, so can we go in the back and fuck now?"

Oh, here we go. Nick being all straight forward and sexy, and I just wanna take him right here. But then there's the thing about AJ staying. I can't do it knowing that AJ can hear every fucking moan. And note to self, when you are this horny, DON'T SAY THE WORD FUCK!

"Nick, we can't" I say, hoping he haven't noticed my hard on.

"That's what I said" AJ says, nodding and sitting down on the couch again. "You'll have to wait til tonight. Now, lets watch a movie"

Nick gives me the 'I-want-you-now' eyes, and I have to look away.

"Nick. Sit" I say as I sit down next to AJ.

"OK, be that way" he says. Then he sits down next to me, pouting. And God I just wanna take that lip into my mouth and suck on it.

*****

This movie is boring.

I hate it.

Brian is enjoying it though. Him and AJ's got their eyes locked to the screen, and I suddenly feel very tired. Still got a hard on, even though I've been into the bathroom twise to take care of it. I seem to be constantly horny right now.

I lean on Brian, snuggling close, my head resting on his shoulder. His arm comes up and around me, and now I can snuggle on his chest. I arrange my body so I'm comfortable, and snuggle as close as I can, closing my eyes.

A smile flashes over my face as Brain kisses me softly on the head, whispering "I love you". Those are the last words I can remember before I drift off to sleep.

*****

The movie is over, and he's still sleeping. God, but he is so beautiful when he's asleep. I've spent many hours of the past few months just staring at him when he sleeps.

"He still sleeping?" AJ asks.

I look at him, smiling.

"Yeah"

"You really love each other don't you?"

WOW. Where did that question come from?

"We do" I answer, my hand rubbing Nick's arm softly.

"I never thought I'd say this, but you look great together. Cute."

I have to laugh. Did AJ just say we were cute. I don't know if I should be flattered or offended.

"Is cute a good thing?" I ask him, raising an eyebrow.

"Yes" he says, raising his beer bottle, don't ask me where he got that cause he didn't have it a minute ago, in a toast and takes a sip.

"Alright then."

My face gets a bit more seriously now, cause there is something important I have to talk to him about.

"You think the world will feel the same?"

He looks at me, setting down the bottle.

"I don't know Brian. I'm fairly sure the fans will accept you, most of them anyway. When it comes to the press, I don't know. You know they will make a big number out of it."

"I know. The management?"

"They'll accept it. What else can they do? They can't stop representing us just because of that, and you know it. I think the only thing you should worry about right now is your family. They have a right to know Brian, and I'm thinking you two would rather tell them yourselves then letting them find out through some tabloid."

"Oh yeah. But we don't want anyone to know yet"

"Soon they'll have to know."

"I know. We're talking about it. Hopefully we'll be ready to tell our families by the end of the year."

"I hope so"

"So do I"

I look down, and meet Nick's blue eyes.

"You do" I ask.

"I do" he says, and I lean down to kiss him.

 

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